A Personal Reflection -- Musings on Passion and Obsession

I say: Take your passion and make it your obsession!performance did not improve; in fact it probably got
 (Passion, in this context, is generally thought of as aworse.  I had lost my drive, my mojo.  I was not
strong overpowering or compelling interest orpassionate about my job; I was not obsessed.
desire.  Obsession is the fact of being even strongerConsequently, it didn’t matter how hard I
in this interest and desire.)worked.  My mind said work harder.  But my heart
How do you know when this has happened?  Maybesaid this isn’t for you.  I should have listened to
this answers it. . .my heart. The lesson for me: you have to be
“A master in the art of living draws no sharppassionate about your work to really do a good job,
distinction between his work and his play; his laborto really succeed, to really be happy and satisfied.
and his leisure; his mind and his body; his educationNow I wonder, did I ever have that requisite
and his recreation.  He hardly knows which is which. passion? Did my passion ever become my obsession?
He simply pursues his vision of excellence throughEarly in my career, my goal was to get ahead.  My
whatever he is doing, and leaves others to determineobjectives were to gain more responsibilities, to
whether he is working or playing.  To himself, hemake more money, to be recognized.  Those goals
always appears to be doing both.”seemed to be the driver, the passion to drive me to
-- Francois Auguste Rene Chateaubriand, 18thsucceed.  And by most standards I did succeed as I
century French writer, politician, diplomat and pioneeraccomplished all those objectives and beyond.  But
of the romantic movement in French literatureas I reflect now, I do not think those drivers were
And why do we want to achieve this state?“passion.”  They were only what drove me
I think the most difficult period of my career wasto achieve.  But I was not really succeeding.
when my job role was one I did not like. I think for true success you have to (1) find your
(Fortunately this really only occurred once in mypassion and (2) make your obsession.  As the
career).  I recognized at the time that my joblearned French romantic reflects above, work is play,
performance was suffering.  As I saw myplay is work.  When you reach this state you will
performance slipping my solution was to work harder,have succeeded; your result will truly be excellence;
work more hours.  So work I did, to the point ofyour passion will be your obsession.
mental and physical exhaustion.  But my“Pleasant in the job puts perfection in the work.